into the fire

welcome...
welcome to the sanctuary of bleeding eyes
welcome to the house of discourageds
welcoe to my dream of desolation

trails on my eyes filled with blood
my hands lost the fight against yours
first drop of pain reached to the ground
with the spell of anger, i have lost my way
perhaps i wanted here to stay

i looked your eyes waited the sign
you were the only decision to get out
vacant replies as if a cruel turn down
 my heart belied my pleasure, i couldn't hide
miserable eyes of the flame cried my tragedy

my searing hope flowers is the soil
of diamond rain and pearly clouds
echoes of windy darkness shatter all the time
my splending moon and injects the pain in
i'm lying , i've darken the desolate years

perverse, somehow the reverie could end
even honored by your lie kiss
do you think i could stand you forever
do you think i would love pain forever
what easy is to to feel my cold feelings done

contrary to my desires, i can abstract myself
i wonder why you are still in here
but i won't blame...
event to your cruelty
welcome...

seasons of suicide

in the rain of feelings i was imposed silence
under your reign i am restricted to mortal visions
will i blind to see this forever
as i wither like flowers, shed my leaves
i am getting out of this pleading entity
i can't see my pleasure died here

now that rejection is killing my hopes
find no reason to live forever
as the leaves of my flower wither
my mind creates scenarios to die
how a fatal season, slaughtering my nature
as seems a new dimention to me

do i fear from that breakdown
absolutely i do know to hide
my sadness, i holding in hands
it seems a courageous decision
for most of my humanist feelings
i am far beyond my expectations

i'm searching

i could hardly gather my hopes
wanted to know what is my will
yet don't have the enough courage
to see my reality, belied myself

still i couldn't imagine
this would be dream or real
my memories become solid
within the infinitive borders

i am an abstract entity
better i would live by myself
to search this unknown being
i'm searching myself...

integration

down in the magic of numbers
i crown all the calculations
your function is so complex to be described
the rays drift me to your infinity
i need more limit to define you

i calculate all the integrals
and deem the remaining stables
i integrate, i integrate to ken you
yet my mind paralyzed by that unnatural question
my spelly equation

your irresistable combinations
draw me more into the land of integers
tell me a way to curtail your infinity
there must be a fifth operation to solve
my knowledge is so weak for you

but my easygoing logic could perceive
all the answers are (seems to be) you
nothing left but to accept your postulate
all the answers are you...

imaginations

all i have to do is play my role
even i hate that character
with a darkness i was surrounded
a soul remained behind tired
my spirit could hardly get out
i recalled myself, rewinded the past
this silver colored scopic cells
dived into an illness, as if cancer

i hate my life as a color element
so easy to lose, no matter who lose
i walk alone as i mostly used to be
through the shapeless divisions of eternity
when the visions become transparent
i would be far beyond the imaginations
noone could be over that but me
by my magic of sacret feelings

surrender (noble dew)

i cried the rain over the night
she felt down together with my noble drops
a tragic return to her weary kingdom
who should embrace her but the lofty plants

she used to have dreams
of getting out from her miserable ruin
a little optimist but not realist
she was the princess of that fiery land

she slept silently, dreaming silver love
over a rose she lies as a last wish
was dressed in the dolors of death
strange enigma ended up with tears
my be-all and end-all surrender

survey (rejection of the dreams...)

'sunset, th sun disappear as night begins
the street lights illuminate the street darker
well seen misery behind the crumbling pavements
how helpless those hands, i recall my sadness'

where's your utopian dreams
don't you have feelings to express
if only your amnesia wouldn't be contagious
i'll remind you're nobody without your horizon
keep your receivers open for sweet tomorrow

'i'm beside you, but considered as a shadow
why don't you have me, see my weary eyes
as mice i live, as Angels i'm innocent
i know my pain sleeps for the next day'

why you blame your destiny
i know this pain ca't be forever
but there will be a time you'll be exalted
suppress your desires for dreamy sweet tomorrow
(to be forever in where you belong to...)